I'm kinda sad right now. My cousin's girlfriend's brother died yesterday. Sure, you might be like "ok, your cousin's girlfriend's brother...so?" but I knew him. We hung out a handfull of times and I always really liked him. He was nice and funny and actually talked to me. *sigh* He was one of the few people I knew that wasn't like me and yet we got ( Read more... )

That was a funny video clip. Look for it on myspace. Hahahaha.

Oh this weekend should be fun times. Dearborn homecoming festival!!! Partay. Thera may go with us and that makes me happy coz I haven't seen her in over a month. Woot. If she doesn't go or can't go Dani wants to. So it will be gravy. I didn't get to go last year coz dad got sick...Like ( Read more... )

I got a comment from the mindfucker today. Heheheheh. I told her we should hang out. But if we hang out she'll prolly have to bring beastly girlman with her. Ew. Not down. Why is she so hot? not fair. not fair at all. I don't know if I'll ever let that one go. EVER.EVAR.

EVAR. hehahah

I wish I could fly into my computer and be my WoW character. That ( Read more... )

Ok - here's my question to the world:

I'm a 21 year old college student...No degree yet so I can't have a real career and I make shit for an annual income. I can't afford to own a new car let alone a home. HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO GET CREDIT FOR ANYTHING?! How the fuck am I supposed to establish any credit if I can't even fucking get any to ( Read more... )

*belch* there you go. The most ladylike greeting ever. Because that's me, so graceful and proper.

I'm listening to The Butthole Surfers...hehehe

I'm very bored. I wish someone would come over this afternoon but it seems fucking near impossible to get anyone out this early. There's still no chance of seeing Thera...As far as I know she still can't ( Read more... )

It's not time to dick around anymore. Motherfucker.

I scratched my eye lastnight while I was sleeping...I think with part of my pillowcase. Now it's all red and it kinda hurts. So I either just have one irritated eye OR in the process of getting it injured I ended up with pinkeye. I dunno if it is conjunctivitis tho coz my eye isn't getting all ( Read more... )

I don't feel like re-typing out the whole story - but here's a synopsis of what happened...

Saturday night AM and I went to Applebee's for dinner. It was a terrible time, the waiter was a douchebag and forgot our orders. The manager was informed of this and she made excuses for him. I found raw meat on my plate and it was like pulling teeth to get ( Read more... )

But it's not. It's really not. Stay put.

My heart is aching.

My heart is aching and it is stopping. I feel like I'm seizing up and shriveling away on the inside. My insecurities about myself and my (in)ability to love have taken an axe to my soul. Do I even have one left? Sorry if I sound pathetic(ally emo) right now.

Recent trips into my head have ( Read more... )

But it's like I care if you sin or not. There is no god. Of that, you can rest assured. I'm trying not to hold it against you though.

SO much to say right now...But there is so much that cannot be said aloud. Thoughts, accusations - so many questions. So many pleas I would love to make but they will fall upon deaf ears.

More dreams about her. More ( Read more... )

So I obliterated most of the 6th Harry Potter book lastnight. The little rats were reserved and playing computer games all night so I only saw I think one of them come out a few times to get some juice. It was nice. But yeah I read from about 8:45 until 5:30...That's how bored I was. I wasn't bored while reading but there wasn't much else to do. I ( Read more... )