Summer is almost over, I know because I start getting nervous, like a bad feeling in my stomack I start getting stressed out and I do stupid shit. Shit has changed and I only have to change with it. I hate getting old, but it feels good to be an adult........ I hope Travis, Tony and Jackie are ready to go to the club.

Kyle and Kim get here tomorrow. I am excited. Going to pick them up at the airport with my dear friend Béa. Cold out today, raining and foggy and gay. My dog has moved on to hopefully a better place, which I don't think there are too many places to go. I am sad. That dog has been a part of my life for 10 years. I just wish I could have seen her ( Read more... )

What a wonderful day, I am having. Other than my little bitch fits I tend to be having. So sorry for Alison. Ha ha that must suck for her. Either way I hope she is enjoying herself here. I have tried to keep her busy for the most part. I was quite impressed at how much it tires you to translate most of the day. That shit just works your brain ( Read more... )

I wonder if Breavis is still in town or if he actually left yet. I hope for him he not taking too much xanax and hanging around ft. Myers that would be a waste of his summer ( Read more... )

Today maybe going to the gouille again. I'm just waiting on a phone call from Bea she is supposed to be off today. We are supposed to do something together. Either way I want to go swimming so if I cant get a hold of her im just going with my brother. Not that he is my favorite person but I already invited him. Yesterday I went to the pool in Les ( Read more... )

I just wrote my whole entry and it disapeared. Fuck Technology.

In case anyone was wondering that picture up there is of Barbara and I. It was taken last year in Interlaken. A rather touristic, swiss-german speaking town. Fun shit..! I went to the gouille for the past three days. Tanning a little bit, but mostly bbq's with friends and some swimming. The water is still a little bit cold though. It has been ( Read more... )

The days here are for some reason getting cold. It's mid june and we all have sweaters on throughout the day. Kind of gay for the people around here, but i'm enjoying the cool. Barbara spent the night at my house last night and let me simply tell you that the two of us smoked way too much. That pretty much explains that. Before that we had the ( Read more... )

I guess after all this, I am the one who should be sorry. This whole thing was so predictable. I wouldn't ever come to say I was used. But you and Tony both talked about me or whatever else so much or maybe so often that you rapidly began to feel for eachother. I should have known and understood or accepted this was how it was going to turn out. ( Read more... )

I think my dipsomaniacal ways are becoming lively. Yes thats right, it's about 5 in the afternoon and I'm halfway shit faced. Things arent going as well as planed. I feel very alone and sad. I thouht drinking might help the matter but now I just dont know what to do. Well what can I do ? my options are limited considering I am half way across the ( Read more... )