Hello... I'm sorry to everyone last night. I feel asleep waiting for the call from you guys. I'm sorry again ( Read more... )

Wow, lately I have been thinking about my future. I am really excited to finally have most of my day taken up with the things I love most, even though those days won't be until next year. But I know that time is moving faster and faster ( Read more... )

"I can barely see you. I can barely feel you. You're fading like the dirt on my TV. I'm feeling kind of scared cause I never get to talk but there's really nothing good for me to say. You're right to stay away. You're dangerous to me. You push so cleverly, just like no others. Suddenly I am the wrong. Suddenly I can't be strong. Suddenly I am the ( Read more... )

I have just realized how much I try in ALL of my friendships. But why should you try? Shouldn't it be mutual? It really doesn't seem like it. I feel like I miss EVERYONE to much. And maybe yes, this is my fault, and my problem, but does anyone feel the same ( Read more... )

Oh man, I hate being sick. Yes, I had acid reflex problems Wednesday morning. It sucked. I couldn't breathe, I felt like I was going to die. Worst of all I have a cold too now. But I'm getting better. Fast too! I slept until 1 today, and napped from about 3 to 545, and now I'm off to bed so I can get better ( Read more... )

Dance Dance Revolution, shall I go on ( Read more... )

Woot Woot, art trip today, can't wait!

Yes, I am up, making a cd, then maybe I will try to sleep.

I "went" to bed hours ago... and I am still up.

I really need a life...or a date lol Shannon.

**WANTED**
DATES FOR REEK AND SHANNON
for our winter dance...
(she told me to post that...)

I do.

I love you.

I'd try telling you but you would shut me down.

But I hate you as much as I love you.

Words do hurt, but actions are stronger. Rarely words hurt more then actions. I think actions with no words hurt the most. It's hard to admit to your self why someone else's actions would hurt you but they did. You may not know what triggered that feeling, but something made you feel it ( Read more... )

Highlights of the day...(in order of the night, not the funniest)

1. Going to dinner for Beth's birthday.

2. Calling people we never talk to and "confessing" my love for them...I'm such a heartbreaker!

3. Pissing my pants while Jay Slocum is making me laugh.  ( Yes, I did piss my pants. A LOT! I had to wear a plastic bag over my pants. I looked ( Read more... )