I just got online after a week of not being on or so cause Gavin's been in the hospital and i finally got to read jake's comment on my last entry and WOW i love him sooo much, i'm not quitting citi, but i don't have their benefits i never signed up cause we had insurance through brian's job, but i'm going to have to get it soon cause i have a ( Read more... )

I am so tired of life right now and if it wasn't for Gavin i would probably have done gave up on everything...I told brian yesterday that i'm going to be quitting citibank to go back to school and he told me that in April when our lease was up we were going to go our separate ways because he couldn't deal with that shit...He told me once before ( Read more... )

Well just to let y'all know metlife has seriously screwed me, they had my schedule wrong and they also cheated me out of some pay and get this...connect one refuses to pay me the difference...how can they just do that you ask? I don't know but they are and their pissing me off and lying to me about dates...Like the woman tried telling me that 12- ( Read more... )

i hope that either metlife and connect one were seriously wrong and i'll be getting at least an 800 dollar check otherwise we're going to have to ask brian's mom for 400 dollars by the end of this month to finish paying the truck's down payment off...i'm sure she'd give it to us no problem, she'd just give us the big ole speech about how she now ( Read more... )

i can't wait until brian and i are able to move out of this shithole. The house itself isn't really too bad i just really dislike the neighborhood and the kitchen is way too small, our appliances suck...and there's more to complain about but i won't mention too much more lol ( Read more... )

Gavin is over at his mamaw's house for the night and i am supposed to be catching up on housework and sleeping...and i ain't done either thing...I've been lazy most of the day and brian and i went to see that new movie Assault on Precinct 13. That is a good movie...Well as some of y'all know Thursday(the 4th) was mine and brian's 1 yr anniversary ( Read more... )

Yea so i'm the one taking care of literately everything now and i sooo wish i had more help...everyone keeps offering to come over and help me do things but yet no one is actually following through with it...I can't wait until brian and i can move out of this place too...The new neighbors we got a few months back like 2 or 3 ago...brought nasty ( Read more... )

well we got brian's w2's in and one of mine...i worked like 7 jobs this year and was at them for short time periods but i know i didn't make 10,000 this year so we're going to see if H&R Block will let us file to where brian can claim me so we can get more back cause we can't wait to get all mine and file together so i guess if they say no then i'm ( Read more... )

i love it now that Gavin is actually at home except for the 2 or 3 times a day and night where he just lays there and cries for hours with nothing being wrong...and i mean that literatelly like he'll have a clean butt and he'll have just ate...he's really gassy though so i would imagine that it hurts his tiny lil tummy ( Read more... )

Well i've been home since january 5th but i had my baby on january 1st. I just been really extremely busy otherwise i would have already let y'all know things that went on...I'm not going to go into extreme details other than to say he was 5lbs, 17in 3/4 when he was born....and he was born 5 wks early ( Read more... )