a sense of longing.

"I would have done the walk of shame but I couldn't walk."

Where once was light
Now darkness falls
Where once was love
Love is no more
Don't say goodbye
Don't say I didn't try

These tears we cry
Are falling rain
For all the lies you told us
The hurt, the blame!
And we will weep to be so alone
We are lost
We can never go home

So in the end
I'll be what I will be
No loyal friend
Was ever there for me

Now we say goodbye
We say ( Read more... )

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No matter my mood, this man can always make me smile.

"Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you will find that the sky is yours"

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"I don't wanna wake before
The dream is over
I'm gonna make it mine
Yes I... I will own it
I'm gonna make it mine
Yes I'll make it all mine"

Why do I bother bloging when I never say what I really want or mean? Why do I bother writing this crap when I censor my self from the people who read this and simultaneously wish I wouldn't and finally say what I really think. I wish that some people not on here would read my entries, the entries I always wanted to type but never had the courage to ( Read more... )

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No Bueno. =(

i was talking to a moth
the other evening
he was trying to break into
an electric light bulb
and fry himself on the wires

why do you fellows
pull this stunt i asked him
because it is the conventional
thing for moths or why
if that had been an uncovered
candle instead of an electric
light bulb you would
now be a small unsightly cinder
have you no sense

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I wish I knew.

I miss you all, especially you, Bri. So far this year has thrown me through a loop. Transferring colleges and finding my place here, it's so odd. I'm a 20 yr old freshman, but I think I'm okay with that. I'll recap on this all some time... you know not during the wee hours of the morning when I should be sleeping but can't because I just woke up ( Read more... )