I am restless ( Read more... )

It's funny, but everytime I come back to St. Louis it's the summer after senior year of high school again, and I can't get out of that moment.  Nothing's changed, really...except for the architecture (they've put in a new metro system), and the people (different people, or changed people), and the food (less tasty than I remembered).  And it's the ( Read more... )

I just learned the secret.  There's a LiveJounal cut button.  Hah!  The universe is more simple than I thought!

As I was walking up to my front door tonight, after the will farrell movie, I have the sense to activate the motion-detection light that sometimes doesn't register my ninja-stealthy form.  And lo! behold!  Yes, ladies and gentleman, the amazing spider has, yet AGAIN, built it's web ACROSS the sidewalk to my front door.  It's a big spider.  I let it ( Read more... )

So I was desperate for 1. stable temperature heated water that comes out of a shower  2. a bed without bugs in it  3. CLEANESS GET THIS MUD AND SHIT OFF OF ME PLEASE I WANT TO BE CLEAN.  In short, civilization.  Who knew what waking up at four thirty every morning to the roosters and pigs could do to me.  Not to say I didn't enjoy and value my ( Read more... )

*salutes* Thank you.

Driving to work with mom, just got off the on ramp. The car suddenly jolts, is nudged, really, but my mind goes blank and my nerves run raw; the little red corvette pulls away, then ahead of us, slows. Will it stop? It gains speed again, and watching it pull away, I, with my funny little head, urge my mom to follow and I ( Read more... )

For a few hours I remember why life is fun. We finish watching Kung Fu Hustle and relax in the warm blue glow of "press play to resume." We talk. There's D&D and school and games. When Es talks about school his eyes light up; he loves everything he's doing. He got contacts. That could've been it too. I haven't seen BS (hah hah, BS; that's ( Read more... )

I missed that, and I'm glad it happened, because things are changing so fast ( Read more... )

Well, not all of it. But I have regressed two years to my vietnamese-boy cut, and in some places it is just three inches long. Lovely. I'm not cutting it again until at least a year. Randy has five times as much hair as I do ( Read more... )

in my mouth fits strangely over my teeth. A little too tight, a little too loose. The liquid in the air is skin tight. And everything is familiar in just the right way. I'm going to forget the past year in three hours. I'm going to forget all of their names and all of their jokes and all of the late nights we spent watching movies and ( Read more... )