that was incredible.

bonus:
a boy on the train gave me a tour poster for free.

today was the worst day i've had academically in a long time. definitely since i've been at this school. there is nothing quite like working fevershily on assignments until 5:30am, sleeping until 7, going to class at 9, only to have an instructor interrupt you (during a presentation) after you've just opened your mouth to launch into a ten-minute ( Read more... )

for six days now, i've been in terrible pain because of my throat. at first they thought it was strep, but i tested negative. now they think it's mono. i think it's all bullshit. i can't fucking sleep because it's so painful and if it IS mono, then there's a 90% chance i'll leave school/chicago immediately. just what i always wanted! and two weeks ( Read more... )

i now have a much clearer idea of what i want and need, and, in turn, what i absolutely do not. this weekend has been eye opening for many reasons. i think this is a breakthrough and i'm psyched.

this is maybe coming to a head?

i have amazing friends. thank fucking god. <3

i'm finally not totally overcome with strep anymore. my tonsils are still infected and swollen, but they don't hurt as much as they did yesterday. hooray progress.

in other news, this weekend will be mayhem. fun nights with friends = cure all.

i really, really did not want to do this, but i'm skipping queer theory today. i feel so shitty. i can't swallow, and it probably doesn't help that i couldn't fall asleep last night so i only slept for about four hours. i'm freaking out about this because we're only allowed to miss two classes and this is my second class missed. it's only the ( Read more... )

is it better to be loved because of one thing or in spite of something else?

a potential employer i had contacted months ago just responded to me and wants to interview me tomorrow. $12/hr for box officing. while i can't ignore the utter insanity of the notion of me returning to The Box, i also can't ignore $12 an hour. it also seems like a really cool theatre. holla?

what a bizarre, interesting night. i appreciate a change of pace. however, i'm really pissed at myself for buying cigarettes because it cost me $9.80 (one pack!) and now that i'm sober i don't want them at all. i hate having no money. i also hate having no voice, but i did this to myself.

k time for golden grahams and laundry. joy, sundays.