well... fuck.

I'm feeling better than I did during my last post, if anyone was worried. hahaha... no one even reads this, but whatever. it's just an occasional outlet ( Read more... )

I wish I knew what was wrong with me. I have a feeling that there must be something, or why on earth would I feel so helpless and miserable when I'm here? I love my family... I shouldn't be miserable around them. they don't deserve that. I don't deserve it either, damn it ( Read more... )

I found out today that one of my long-time friends has both rheumatoid arthritis and an eating disorder. luckily, she's getting help for both... but still. I've seen what eating disorders can do to people, and I hope that she'll be truly okay ( Read more... )

all As... take that, plus/minus system.
*hums happily to self*
and now on to conquer my third book since coming home... if I can find one...

excluding classical b/c it's not as much fun. I'm not sure if it was supposed to be done like this, but I just let my itunes run on shuffle ( Read more... )

I miss ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in a long time. I just hadn't felt the lj vibe like I used to. right now, though, I feel it ( Read more... )

I love the Alpha Deltas! all 17 of them... man, I didn't expect such a large class, but they seem genuinely interested. not so sure about a couple, but we'll see what happens. I'm so excited that they're already hanging out with each other-- they all went to Ru Sans to eat dinner after rush on Friday! bid day social went well... Darli drew an ( Read more... )

I know you're not supposed to get everything you want in life.
but damn, I wish I had a car.