So everything is settled! I have no more doubts in my mind...I want Ryan and I am gonna do whatever it takes to keep it that way! He is finally home and I am sooo excited to get to see him! He really cares about me...and thats what I need...Someone who cares and is there when I need him...That's what I find in Ryan ( Read more... )

Wow these are random peoples thoughts that they are scared to tell anyone...So they are anonymous...It's amazing how many things are wrong with people when you think things are perfect! Everyone has their flaws...some just more than others ( Read more... )

I guess everything is going better ( Read more... )

So I guess I'm in a world of confusion right now....I found out today that this guy I have liked for a long time likes me too...and I saw Kevin today and I was soooo happy! I met his sister and she is like the sweetest person ever! I can tell we are gonna be like the best of friends! So I guess I keep second guessing my thoughts on how I feel about ( Read more... )

I am feeling sooo much better today! Almost all of my symptoms are gone! All I have is stuffy nose and that's it! I feel sooo happy!

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian ( Read more... )

SO I'm still doing as crappy as ever....I'm pissed I can't go to POMS....I'm mad that I can barely talk....And I miss Ryan sooo much! I swear by the time I die..I would have had every type of sickness there is ( Read more... )

New date...August 22nd is the new candle party date...But we're gonna play that by ear considering he said I could be really ill for months...

Candle Party Postponed!!

I went to the doctor's today cause I could barely move or breathe and I have some sort of virus and I'm not allowed around people or to do anything until Monday at the earliest....It sucks majorly...He even made me get my blood drawn to check for something...

Sorry Everyone! I will let you know when we are having it later ( Read more... )

So I guess everything has been happening that possibly could...I went to KOMIAC and had an absolute blast....came home and slept like 20 hours and then I woke up to my suprise being told that my mom has to go the hospital to get her ovaries and kidney's checked for cancer and phybroids or something like that. She was like you have to come with me ( Read more... )