Why is this going wrong?

Jan 16, 2003 16:47



Most my friends had no clue that I was being chewed inside-out by depression. Not even you, Christina. Nor would you care. You have been blowing me off, and I can't figure out why. If I'm 'too depressed' for you, then take a look at yourself. I doubt you'll read this. Normally I'd come out and say it at school, no not now. Are we just too different? Or is it that I don't understand all the topics Amanda does...and I don't smoke, do crack, or weed? I don't understand. For the past week, you wanted to come over...I ask you everyday possible if you can. "Oh..I don't know. Probably." Next thing. "No, I invited Tracy to my house." What the fuck is that? Do you call that friendly, saying that to my face..and right at the last second?After you wanted to come...I even had my mom clear her schedule. I was thinking we could go to the SPCA then shopping. But no.

My New Dispute: Am I really your friend?;Is this year a lie?

Quote:."I'll never break our bond...Friends Forever" You broke your promise. If never is now...then how long is Forever? ~Me~
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