Such a strange project for me, I hardly know how to react. The one thing I wish were different is colour. To me it cries out for something more than black and a huge amount of white space ( Read more... )

between the words
and all the awful things you say
about the ones you love
i listen

and wonder what you could say about me
and wonder if they wonder the same about themselves

awful people

spin the wheel

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i am busy
to the capacity
sleep doesnt even get time

and my heart hurts for my niece who will never know
and for my brothers and sisters
and for my father

a grandpapa
stepfather
a great friend

loss

it just doesnt get easier

my mia-pia
hurts for her the most

coughing the black out of my lungs

well wish and a thank you
take the chance

one day she will be pretty for you
she will
she will
she will

if you are reading this you are friends with someone who cant stop singing beat of my heart by hillary duff
...
still be my friend k?

this day has been so long.

i think everything has caught up to me.
i will consider myself lucky if i get up tomorrow morning.

x!

hey

so taking photos from my journal.. its kinda creepy.
so please stop.
if you are not in the photos.. dont.

thanks.

xo

( i was a zebra )

there was a long sigh ( Read more... )

i want to scream
i really hate life right now

right now
hate life

buy me a drink
or
be a friend and hand me a gun

i am going to be a zebra for halloween.