I want the unhappiness to end..

Oct 13, 2003 15:20

I'm sick of being unhappy. I'm sick of being negative; I'm sick of all the unhappiness. In myself, in everyone ( Read more... )

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pollysfinale October 13 2003, 17:25:41 UTC
Good for you for trying to stop cutting. My friend cuts herself a lot for like no apparent reason, I'm trying to break her of it. It's sad to see her come to school with big scratches on her arms.

Why do you have your eating disorder like that? Nothing personal or no offense. I think the weight you are at now is fine, I would give anything to be there. I'm a fat-ass! Seriously. I don't eat breakfast (and most days no lunch) and I exercise a lot but I can like never lose weight *sigh*

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regalitobailey October 14 2003, 05:44:56 UTC
According to my therapist, I don't have an eating disorder. Just disordered eating. I've struggled with eating since 6th grade; I was anorexic--at 79 pounds. But I "recovered". And now I'd like to get to 100.

You used to cut yourself, didn't you? I'm working on stopping...:)

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pollysfinale October 14 2003, 13:16:05 UTC
Not really what you call cutting, I got a pair of scissors and made like two scratches that didn't even bleed. It was a bad time, really bad and I don't know I'm stupid - I mean I don't even have the pain tolerance for razor-on-wrist.

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