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I'm worried. Worrying about what, I don't know. I don't like this negative feeling!
Weird things will always be said and done at funny times at night. I agree.
Worried about getting good grades; getting into a reputable university; ever gonna get attached; ever gonna succeed.
I just... can't seem to stop regretting events that I could've participated in if it wasn't for my laziness and lack of enthusiasm to socialise. It would always occur that "Oh, if I were participating in this event, I could've met *blah blah blah* and have many many more friends on Facebook and who would recognise me in school than just my classmates and friends." But isn't this the reason why secondary school friends are more valuable than poly friends? Same for the journey for secondary as compared to poly?
I hate to worry, especially when I'm tired. I'll never have enough energy to worry. Never.
Weird things will always be said and done at funny times at night. I agree.
Worried about getting good grades; getting into a reputable university; ever gonna get attached; ever gonna succeed.
I just... can't seem to stop regretting events that I could've participated in if it wasn't for my laziness and lack of enthusiasm to socialise. It would always occur that "Oh, if I were participating in this event, I could've met *blah blah blah* and have many many more friends on Facebook and who would recognise me in school than just my classmates and friends." But isn't this the reason why secondary school friends are more valuable than poly friends? Same for the journey for secondary as compared to poly?
I hate to worry, especially when I'm tired. I'll never have enough energy to worry. Never.