1) Last dream: i dont sleep long enough to dream anymore... but mine are all scary now ( Read more... )

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: High
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: Very High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: Moderate
Narcissistic: Very High
Avoidant: High
Dependent: High
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

god dammit i had a SPECfuckingTACULAR thing written out and it said some read-only mode bullshit. gah im angry now. and tired. night

i hate this state ( Read more... )

im watching the clock tick while i feel like the second hand, forever going in circles and always surprised by my uplifted moods and always saddened when they fall. up and down its like the tennis ball theory, but my life isnt quite as green as it should be lately. it should by much more involved with mary. i feel connected to her, i feel like the ( Read more... )

shit sucks. i feel like im dying, im alone, and i dont care anymore. fuck. i lose guys. goodnight

Dream Woman ( Read more... )

damn i changed my mind again. im lookin at somethin right now, different from what anyone, even myself, thought i was gonna try and go for. hey, whatever works. night

Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything.
A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.

i have this great idea. im gonna start P.E.T.A.2. its called People Eating Tasty Animals. its about educating the world about all the wonderful things to do with animals. like different recipie ideas, what fur coats to buy and what to avoid, hunting supplies, and weapons(such as napalm). we promote the right to eat lots and lots of meat, and do ( Read more... )

i look at you and then i see your fire and im thinkin bout desire tell me things that you try to hide now im burnin up inside when i think about the first time that i saw your face i never felt this way now im thinkin that you feel the same and i wonder if theres any way youre like a burning flame and ill never be the same what kind of fool am i to ( Read more... )