ummm i had soooo much fun at andy's last night we need to do that a lot more it was nice hangin with the fellas and micchelle she's awesome for an a hole ( Read more... )

my birthday was pretty sweet had a party then a halloween party later it was alot of fun. coulda ben better but hey what can you do ( Read more... )

heyy taylors party was great! i hadda good time it was pretty nifty lots of people there met like 20 new people half i knew from myspace nut had never seen b4 its crazy how the world works ( Read more... )

and for the first time in awile the world rains in tears of happiness,

some people just make ur whole world a little brighter

its 2 iam up not cause i can't sleep but just cause i don't wanna.

life is good.

today i got my suit for homecoming i do beleive holly paid for the tickets spent like 130 dollars

i want a hat

schools ben awesome i love it.

getting my license. this summer we have to have a big ass road trip

o and we can go on my granpa's boat he never uses it so's this summer will be the best ever

well i met a sweet gitl today well i didn't meet her today but i hung out with her she's very nice and we went and saw the corpse bride it was an ok, we had a good tome the movies were playing bright eyes. that was differnt ( Read more... )

well today like lots of days in my life i lost a good friend. i know she'll prolly never read this or even notice i'm gone. but i'd just like all my friends to know i love you and when u hurt it hurts me. and i hate to see people go through things. ur all awesome i love seeing vistiing and beein there for you. so let me be there for you please!!!!

whatever i hate life

welll ( Read more... )

To the beginner, it would seem that the primary goal of everything one does is to "become" a shaman. It is a common misconception that experiencing shamanic ecstasy or embarking on that first Shamanic journey makes you a shaman. It is more complicated than this.

Not everyone can become a shaman... it is a terrible experience to survive a calling ( Read more... )