So I started talking to this new kid ( Read more... )

So I've decided that I'm keeping all my feelings and secrets to myself.
They only get me in trouble and I know its not a great idea to do it but I have to.
I offcially hate boys. They only mess with my head and it hurts. So I'm giving up for a while. Just be friends with everyone thats it.

Um lately things have gotten better dad apologized to me and ( Read more... )

So I think I just realized something else.
Maybe its me that has pushed him away.
I need to stop saying all that stupid shit to him.
I don't want to hurt the person I love with the stupid shit that comes out of my mouth.

(My Love)
I promise I'll work on it.
I don't want to hurt you anymore.
I love you!!

I really did not mean that i'm going to stay away from everyone.
I just meant the people that turn me into a bitch.
The only people that make me happy are:

Sarah


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Thats it.
I'm tired of this and i bring it upon myself.
I need to start acting resposible.
Get my act together.
I'm going to take a break from everyone and i mean everyone.
No more parties, no more shows, no more acting like a fucking irresponsible person.
I'm 18!!
FUCK!!!
I need to change everything!!!
I need HELP!!

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I really want him back.
I think i'm in love with him.
But what do i do?
He doesn't tell me how he feels.
I always tell him how i feel.
But does he still like me if he wants to spend time with me?
It hurts he has a gf.
He got with her after we ended things.
My heart is broken right now.
I really need him.
I want him.
I love him!!
HELP!HELP!HELP!

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Things are better I guess you can see we worked things out!
I'm having a great summer thanks to sarah!!
I love her she means everything to me!!

Its over!!!My heart is broken but eh i'll get over it.