words and confessions and regrets and caleb

[regretedkisses]

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(busiest of the boys) There's something kind of... comforting? in writing an email i know you'll never respond to. It's this veilled sort of safety. Which is why the internet is so damn dangerous, because you can be like "this is just a little box on my screen. This isn't actually going to show up on another persons screen"- and say all sorts of

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[0serena_serena0]

i definitely know how you feel about him making you feel like a better person and capable of more than you thought of, but not wanting to say it too much for the fear of maybe fucking things up...

perhaps it's the third grade bond-type-thing that makes us (somewhat) have those feelings in common.
(and the fact that i read your entire entry must mean that there is at least something between us that can't break, cause i wouldn't just read anyone's insanely long livejournal post *knows she is a hypocrite*)

You are extremely rare and smart, Kate. just so you know.