so. today i had skittles for lunch and i like, passed out in math. fun. then i barely made it through the rest of the day. then i got home and slept til drivers training. fun day. i'm all dizzy now and stuff. so, thats not fun.

I want alot of things. And it makes me feel selfish, but i bet that 54543 other people want a buch of shiz too. ok.

i really like senses fail alot. i <33 his voice. it gets kinda strained at times, but not like kurt cobain type of straining. idk..its hot though ( Read more... )

so last night. i had a reallllly weird dream. uhm...yeah. it was about brandon h. ?? wtf? it was really weird. k.

well i'm goin with my gramma and papa out to breakfast then back to their house to watch movies. yay!! i hope the baby's there!!! kthxbye!!

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uhm..It's friday night. I have nothing to do. I'm grounded from AIM. Carolyn's going out. I don't feel like...idk. I wanna be alone. Until I have someone to see. Then I'll go out. I just, I wanna see Ryan sooo bad. I miss him so much. And I'm so mad at myself for not telling him sooner. And for messing things up. Damn. Well, oh well. Shit happens. ( Read more... )

I'm grounded from AIM everyone!! cuz i'm failing history or something. k yeah. i gotta do 2 projects and that's gay. i cried in 3rd hour today and i dont know why. i feel so useless, like a bunch of my friends are really depressed and i cant help them or do anything about it and it just..it hurts so bad. and i kills me to see them sad like this. i ( Read more... )

so..today was interesting. i can't really remember first hour. lol. but second hour, me and billy left and went out to his car. we drove around the parking lot to the door by metals. he seem kinda unhappy and i feel bad that i didnt notice it then. i changed my english topic to roman clothing, fun stuff ( Read more... )

what the fuck? why does everyone have to be bitches? seriously? and why does everyone have to pretend like they don't have problems? god damn. ok, i usually don't do this, but i'm fucking putting names in here!! and if you don't like, fuck off cuz i more then likely dont give a shit. k. so robbie broke up with me because "he cares about me soo much ( Read more... )

I'M AN IDIOT!!! I HATE ME!!! ITS NOT FIAR!! AHHH. NOOO. WTF!?!? FUCK!!!! THIS FUCKING SUCKS!! I'M SO MAD!!! but i'm not mad at you, i couldn't be, ever. i love you, always and forever, i promise ( Read more... )

yesterday I didn't go to the show. Brian made me cry in second hour. And then Matt made me cry in fifth hour. Me and carolyn were in charge of the ppl painting the set for like, an hour or so. I spent the night at carolyn's and it was fun ( Read more... )

soo..today was. a day. nate wasnt here. stupid fuckers kept taking my machine!! so i didnt get anything done in metals..bull shit. we went down to the comp lab in english but then we had to walk all the way back, back outside in the cold snow. i hate mr. sagman. i hate mr. maloney's class. german sucks too ( Read more... )