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for the first time in as long as i can remember, i'm not that sad on christmas. i had a really good time today doing the family thing...perhaps it's because it wasn't my family. i got to look in and see what it was like to be a part of a happy normal family again. not that i mean this in an emo, be sorry for me and my screwed up family kind of way ( Read more... )

this morning I tried to open my passenger door by dropkicking it. this was a BAD IDEA. my car door no longer shuts ( Read more... )

hurray for birthdays ( Read more... )

being an extra in a country music video is a bad idea.
even if it appears to pay well.
that is all.

I'm rearranging my living room. again ( Read more... )

I got a new couch...its a deep red velvet. I referred to it as 'pimp' all day yesterday when I had my 90s flashback. I also kept saying 'rad' alot. WHat is wrong with me? I hate the cold. I'm wearing 2 prs. of socks every day already. The apt. is shaping up...I'm in the middle of painting. Half of the living room is a gawdawful orangy-red right now ( Read more... )

i want to not be looking for an apt. anymore. i want to just wake up in a new one and not have to worry about it. bleh. at least i have tomorrow off to go hunting ( Read more... )

i always feel more awake in the fall, is that weird? ahhh sweater weather what would i do without you ( Read more... )

Two nights in a row i got all dressed up for halloween and didn't do anything. yesterday i was a dominatrix, but ended up stuck at work till 2 in the morning, then just said fuck it and went home to hang out with peej. tonight, i was a flapper...much better. i didn't really feel like going out, but went out anyway...for all of an hour, just to ( Read more... )