I am telling you this: Supernatural is going to be the death of me.
I was pretty calm about tonight episode. The whole Benny storyline isn’t one I’ve cared much about and don’t even get me started on Sammy’s drama with Amelia. So, yeah. For a mid-season finale, I thought this episode was kind of slow. But, as SOON as the preview with Cas came up? DEAR GOD I THINK MY SOUL DIED. People on Tumblr are throwing around all these theories about Cas being lobotomized and I can’t. I JUST CAN’T. I’ve also seen several other posts where people think Heaven’s going to control him and make him hunt/attack Sam and Dean. And you know what? I’m not even going to consider that possibility.
I JUST WANT CAS TO BE OK. Is that too much to ask? Seriously. If Castiel finds out that heaven is manipulating him, you know he’s going to blame himself. He’s going to feel as if he betraying his friends again.. And ugh. I don’t want him to break down and do anything stupid! I DON’T WANT HIM TO KILL HIMSELF.
I really hope Dean doesn’t just brush off the fact that something is CLEARLY wrong with Castiel in the next episode- they need to figure out that he is being manipulated and HELP HIM.
HELP OUR PRECIOUS ANGEL, DEAN.