T.T the cruelty of people.....

[rei_the_chan]

* sigh * for the past.. 3 days... I've been trying to go over to my friends house... >< and well.. o.o'' today is the 3rd day.. he still hasn't called... >< but he JUST signed onto msn.. pfft.. >< let me guess.. I can't come over... AGAIN.... * sigh * >< gah.. he hasn't said anything.... oh well... * sigh * jerk... well... >< now that I've tried to

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[larka89]

well.. i know im not ryan but i would be happy to get together with you... call me
I think i wrote my number in your yearbook.. if not just say so and i will give it to you

^.^

[rei_the_chan]

wow! for once.. someone is nice to me! ( yes, I know people in the past have.. but I mean right now ) >< I'm actually gardening.. that was my plans if I wasn't going over to his house... >< * sigh * I'll call yeah when I'm! >< thank you.. you made my day brighter.... o.o'' I think you did put your number in my year book... >< I'll check... AND YOU DID! o.o'' call yeah around like.. 5.. >< or maybe later.. depends if I attack the garden well... x.x and I've only done a bit.... x.x the garden is pure ebil....

[venus_chan]

Rei-cha.. if he loved you, he'd MAKE time for you, he wouldn't forget to ask to have you over, he'd be BEGGING to have you over! Don't let him fool you like this.. men take advantage of you.. and I have a feeling that you realize it. NO ONE is worth your tears, and the one that is won't make you cry. Ryan seriously just needs to be slapped and brought to the ground. He's walking all over you and frankly doesn't deserve you at all. He's lowly scum and frankly doesn't even deserve to kiss your feet. Let him be a jack-ass for all he cares, he can sit at home all by himself, you've got better things to do, like.. pick your nails, wash your hair, basically anything other than spend time with someone that isn't willing to even try a little bit for you

* sigh *

[rei_the_chan]

jessica... I know... I do realize it... >< I just take longer... * sigh * even tony does it.. and I ain't giving his balls back.. THEY ARE MINE.. I bought them.... they were mine to begin with... * sigh * I just can't find anyone to be with... I just wanna be loved... >< by someone that actually cares... * sigh * I'll just have to wait... T.T but I hate waiting.. * sigh * oh well... I'll just " try " to stop dwelling... its hard.. I do it all the time... and I notice you just listen to me.. that's all I want... I really appreciate it... thank you so much.... jessica... I just.. need to stop stressing... like you said yesterday... this is me time... I just need to heal my heart right now... hehe...

Re: * sigh *

[venus_chan]

At the least Rei-cha you have an incredible amount of friends that would do ANYTHING to see you happy ^^ Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want, doesn't mean they don't love with you everything they have.. << I need to stop quoting things.. anywho, I know waiting sucks, oooooh how it sucks. but it's okay, it's like getting off an addiction, it's hard, true, but once you make it through, it's just such a satisfying feeling, and the world is good again, then you won't worry so much about boys, and waiting will just become so much easier, so you'll have time to understand a person before you fall for them, you'll be fine

Re: * sigh *

[rei_the_chan]

I'm not worrying about " boys " just one guy..... hehe... I don't think he loves me.. I think he just says that to lure me in.. * sigh * dezarae's dad is right.. but I know all guys aren't like that.. I've known Ryan for 6 years... doesn't that mean anything to him? T.T trust me.. I have waited.. I waited 2 years then went out with Tony... >< oh was that a bad mistake... I regret it so much! o.o'' at least his parents still like me! >< ha! o.o'' even Tony's mum hugged me at the festival of bands thingy! >< I have talked to her before.. she is very nice... * sigh * just wish Tony wouldn't use me... >< I hate it... * stabs tony and watches him squirm * * sigh * my true colors are now showing.. I knew this day would come... >< my anger and hatetred will take over... and I won't be very nice.. I'll always be angry.. and always depressed... >< I'm doing the best to fight it off.. but this happening to me.. well.. its not helping! * sigh *