God...I'm such a retard. I saw Dawn of the Dead today with Lance...and whenever I see scary movies it's hard for me to sleep that night. So here I am on my computer...I played Diablo 2 for a while then went back on the internet. Fuckin' a, I wish I could just be normal and get over it. It's just a movie. It'll be ok though...I'll eventually fall ( Read more... )

So I'll attempt this again. Everytime things start to get better, everything turns to shit. I feel like such a fucking failure in school. I try so hard to do well, and all the time I spend studying for tests or quizzes seems like such a waste of time because I do horrible on them. I fucking hate school. Everyone else around me does really well... ( Read more... )

I just wrote this long entry and livejournal fucking deleted it. Fuck this shit.

The one thing that hurts the most is when a friend pushes you away.

Sooo....here I am. Things aren't too bad. Lance left a bit ago. I miss him already =(. Maybe this week will be better. I can only hope. Soooo yeah. I watched E! True Hollywood Story: Tara Reid. She is one of my favorite actresses. She's so talented and beautiful. So yeah...there wasn't too much going on today. So there's your update.

I feel weak inside.
I feel so frustrated that I want to tear my hair out.
I feel shakey.
I feel utterly lethargic.
Why? Why am I feeling this way?
If I could answer myself, then I could answer everything else.

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This is a very beautiful picture of Amy Lee:


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Cheers to another shitty week. There's so much going on right now, I feel like I need to lay down to stop the spinning. I just hate everything...I wake up positive and come home negative. What the fuck. Karrie I made you a lovely painting in Art....so give me a call soon.

Hey....I'm back from my long weekend. I had a pretty good time...shopped all weekend with Jean and my Mom. Chelsea hung out at Mike's Sat. and Sun. until 11:00 pm. Lance went snowboarding at Sierra Summet with Jeremy. So everything was pretty good. I got a Donnie Darko shirt and I'm so excited ;). Sooo yeah...the Orgy concert in Anaheim which was ( Read more... )