Well obviously, Mandy does that. Like just because she said she was sick so she could ever leave it she wanted to. Ok. Right. Because you can't just say, "I'm leaving". It's the fucking internet. You don't pull bullshit like that with people that learn to love you. It's worse than sick and worse than insane. It is criminal.
I am soclose to backing off completely from the internet. People like her disillusion me to where I almost don't care about anyone but my closest friends on here. And then I'm like: hmmm. People were close to her, too.
GAH!
I'm sick of people like her and Annie/Laura and all the other sick freaks out there. So sick.
Disillusioned is a great word for it. It is beyond something you can say sorry for. Sorry just does not and will not cut it. You know? I'm most pissed for one friend who lost her father and then like sooooon after, Mandy acted like she died. That nearly killed my friend on here. NOTHING CAN MAKE UP FOR THAT. I'm so irate on her behalf. You just, I'm sure, can imagine how I feel about it.
It's funny you should mention Annie, because I thought about it earlier. But you know, while Annie was a liar, she never pretended to die and never pretended to be terminally ill. I mean, yes, it was SO WRONG what Annie did, but it does not even compare to what Mandy did. I was so sick when I heard she died, because it was tragic. She was so young and so loved and it was just all around a very depressing thing to hear. =( I even talked to my mother about it and cried. FUCKING a. I will never forget it. And while I'm thinking of it, I need to go back and find that entry I wrote about her death and make it private.
Oh, yeah, no way is it close to what this bitch did. I'm just saying, it's so easy to lie here. It hurts everyone because there's always that little niggling sense of doubt, even with your closest friends.
What if someone really does die? What if I die tomorrow, you know? Will it be all:
Is she really dead? I bet she's faking. Whatever, so over it.
It cheapens the relationships we have to see shit like this happen. This is why I defriended something like twelve people just now. I feel awful and disgusting, but I'm just so not in the place to have a big flist.
You're right. Totally right. I wanted to delete like over a 100 people the other day, just because I am starting to feel weird about so many people being able to read such personal things about me. Maybe I'll just make a filter for very personal things with maybe 30 people being able to see and then post the rest for another filter. It's very disheartening to see bullshit like this. It's like you can't trust anyone anymore. ugh. I guess one of the reasons it's so horrible to me, is that I would never EVER IN A MILLION YEARS even THINK about doing something like this. It's sickening.
I think I'll announce my impending death soon. I'm looking to teach a few of my own emo friends a lesson or two. Maybe I'll teach a few of the homosexuals I know something or other while I'm at it. In fact, you might learn something, Jules! You just never know what a nice lie about a person's close friend dying could do. Might straighten their entire life out. . . . Okay... I'm worried about myself now and I was just kidding!
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I am soclose to backing off completely from the internet. People like her disillusion me to where I almost don't care about anyone but my closest friends on here. And then I'm like: hmmm. People were close to her, too.
GAH!
I'm sick of people like her and Annie/Laura and all the other sick freaks out there. So sick.
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It's funny you should mention Annie, because I thought about it earlier. But you know, while Annie was a liar, she never pretended to die and never pretended to be terminally ill. I mean, yes, it was SO WRONG what Annie did, but it does not even compare to what Mandy did. I was so sick when I heard she died, because it was tragic. She was so young and so loved and it was just all around a very depressing thing to hear. =( I even talked to my mother about it and cried. FUCKING a. I will never forget it. And while I'm thinking of it, I need to go back and find that entry I wrote about her death and make it private.
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What if someone really does die? What if I die tomorrow, you know? Will it be all:
Is she really dead? I bet she's faking. Whatever, so over it.
It cheapens the relationships we have to see shit like this happen. This is why I defriended something like twelve people just now. I feel awful and disgusting, but I'm just so not in the place to have a big flist.
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Very crazy. Yes.
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Okay... I'm worried about myself now and I was just kidding!
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