After a long induced silence...

[reiyoruhana]

I've been quiet on LJ for a while now. Lot of things have happened in the past year, many emotional things that when I look at just make me want to close my eyes and ignore. Its the past and most of it I can get over.

Last July I moved out of my parents house. It was going really well, no real skirmishes until about... November. Apparently the

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[laceyleopard]

We're sorry to hear about Zipper. He was a good cat and will be missed.

No, Gana doesn't read livejournal at all. She doesn't interact with anyone unless they reach out to her. Over the summer she's become agoraphobic and more anxious. It became a battle to get her to leave the house

[reiyoruhana]

I figured there would be a "fuck you" coming my way. Apparently Gana did read.. as she e-mailed it to me, and that was all. I still have her birthday gift all framed. I'm not angry at either of you personally, I've just been very saddened and stressed, even angry, and feeling like the only person who gave a damn really sucked hard.

While half of me says I probably shouldn't have exploded like I did, the other is relieved I did, at least now she KNOWS, and you know. I don't like talking on the phone either, but my phone number hasn't changed, and even if it had been off it tells me if I've missed calls and when.

I'm upset now, not all of it is to you or Gana, I still love you guys and like to talk and hang with you. Its been bundled up a while, and Zipper was the last straw.

Tiger stalks the night

[madhouse51]

The moon was big and yellow in the sky. The breeze was quiet and the trees echoed with frogs and birds. It had been a long time since Tiger was last here. He had been called from the forest when He was young and the land He found was very different than the forest. There, He never knew the cold of night or the gnawing of hunger. He shared His life with man and beast without fear of being hunted. This new land was soft and warm He found it pleasing.

But He was, after all, Tiger. For a time this new land was entertaining but the pull to return home always came back. The dream to taste the blood and feel the bone in His teeth could be be denied but for a short time.

As the land cooled for another autumn, Tiger returned to His home.

The moon was fat and yellow.Tiger licked His whiskers. The breeze was quiet and could not carry His scent. Deer would be at the water hole soon...And Tiger was hungry!

Hunt well Zipper!

Re: Tiger stalks the night

[reiyoruhana]

You make me cry, Dave. Thank you, it was beautiful.

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[pennynicol]

If you're feeling the need for a change of scenery, you're always welcome to come visit us for a bit. I know what it's like to lose your buddy and I'm was sad when your Mom told me about Zipper.

Love ya lots sweetie!

Re: Tiger stalks the night

[reiyoruhana]

Thanks. :) I may just take you up on that. I miss hangin' with you guys. Maybe I'll bring "The Game of Real Life" (yes, I bought it)