there's platinum lightning in the sky
Appearance
[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[x] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.
Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've been kicked out of the house.
[maybe] My biological parents are together
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
School/Work
[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've skipped school.
Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[ ] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
Traveling
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[ ] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[i really want to] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[ ] I've been to Bermuda
Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've been an abuse victim.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[x] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been skiing
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten Sushi.
[x it didn't work] I've been snowboarding.
Relationships
[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[x] I've had someone cheat on me.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of commitment.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[x] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
Sexuality
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[XXXXXXX] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I love to flirt.
[x :)] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger.
Honesty/Crime
[ ] I am a terribly GOOD liar.
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[x]I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight.
[x] I've been arrested.
[x] I've shoplifted
Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[x] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I've smoked weed
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[x] I'm a stoner.
[x] I've snorted cocaine.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E. A LITTLE LADY X
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[x] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[x] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[x] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose
[x] I'm addicted to self harm
[x] I've woken up crying.
[x] I've cried myself to sleep.
[x] I see a therapist.
[x] I've seen a shrink
Death and Suicide
[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[x] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] Ive thought about suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide.
[x] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.
Materialism
[x] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.
Political/Social Attitudes
[x] In general, I don't like people.
[x] I'm a feminist.
[x] I'm very outgoing.
[x] I listen to political music.
[ ] I'm Democratic.
[x] I'm Republican.
[x] I'm liberal.
[ ] I don't like Bush because he is dumb.
[ ] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.
[x] I am for Bush.
[kinda] I'm religious.
[x] I dress fairly modestly.
[ ] My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it."
Random
[ ] I can sing well.
[x] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ]I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[x] I am a morning person.
[x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair
[x but not like XXCUTIEPIEXX] I have "x"s in my screen name
[x] I love being neat
[ ] I love Spam
[x] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[NO. DUMB SLUT.] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[x as a j0k3] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x Health] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[not anymore] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] My answers are totally honest
Sooo. My Uncle DeWayne got operated on today. He had/has a tumor in his mouth? I think. Like, cancer I guess. My mom is really worried. I guess I kind of am.. I really despise him for a lot of reasons, none of which have anything to do with how he acts towards me. Reasons: He is on welfare, He is an Alchoholic, He spent all of Mammam's money on worthless shit and is now dirt poor, He is really fucking fat and doesn't need to be. I guess those don't sound like legit reasons but whatever.
I applied for a job at Bed, Bath & Beyond yesterday. I applied for one at Treasure Island last week. Neither of them have called me :( haha I have like nothing to put under "Experience" so I guess that's why. I've never had a job. But that's why I'm APPLYING for one, dipshit. Whatevz
I am going to try and take a break from marijuana until at least Christmas, I think. It is part of my diet, which is not a very good one because while I haven't eaten at all today, there is not one thing that is going to stop me from feeding myself chinese food later.
Meanwhile, I really miss Karen a lot. I read a lot of my Deadjournal the past few days and it's all KARENKARENKARENKARENKAREN and CAVCAVCAV and JESS. And stuff. Like, I feel as if just reading those journal entries has implanted the way I felt back then into my present self. And as disgustingly painful and destructive as 7th grade was, I would give anything to re-live it. And I really mean that, I would do ANYTHING to go back and feel the way I felt. Cause like, I feel so stagnant now and that was the most exciting time.. just, the hurt and the disappointment was so much more occupying than this purgatorial blankness that I am in right now.
I am going Christmas shopping tonight with Mama, after she finds out about my Uncle. I had everything like planned, what I was going to get everyone. But Sarah still needs to get taken to the hookah bar, I don't feel right making a Puig doll for Alé now that he's in the hospital, and. Well that's as far as I got haha. BLAHH I don't know what to get Stacey. Oh, and by the way: I love MISS LEWIIIIIS <3
I think I'll do another survey haha.
L A S T P E R S O N T H A T
1. Slept in your bed: Me. Other than that, Sarah.
2. Saw you cry: Sarah
3. Made you cry: Karen
4. Went to the movies with you: Sarah, Alé, Stalkeralex, Ali Baker, James, Alex Tannenbaum, and John Futi.
5. You went to the mall with: umm I don't even remember
7. You went to dinner with: Saritatar
8. You talked on the phone with: Mommie
9. Said 'I love you' to you and really meant it: ehh..?
10. Broke your heart: K
11. Made you laugh: Umm
12. Bought you something: Umm
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W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R
1. pierce your nose or tongue? I have my tongue pierced so, nose by default
2. be serious or be funny? whichever people like better?
3. drink whole or skim milk? 1%
4. die in a fire or drown? fire
5. spend time with your parents or go down on someone? SPEND TIME WITH MY PARENTS.
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A R E Y O U
1. simple or complicated? I think I'm pretty simple
2. Gay? Nope
3. Hardcore? the hardest
4. Honest? I guess so
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DO YOU PREFER
1. flowers or angels?: angels
2. gray or black?: gray
3. Color or Black and white photos?: black&white
5. sunrise or sunset?: sunset
6. M&Ms or Skittles?: m&ms
7. rap or rock?: both
8. staying up late or waking up early?: neither >:/
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ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
1. do you like anyone?: i don't think so
2. do they know it?: n/a
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DO YOU PREFER
1. being hot or cold?: hot
2. sun or moon?: moon
3. Winter or Fall?: fall
4. left or right?: left
5. having 10 acquaintances who will have sex with you or having 2 best friends?: two best friends.
6. sun or rain?: warm rain
7. vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?: vanillerrr
8. boys or girls: both in different ways?
9. vodka or Jack?: vodka, def.
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ABOUT YOU
What time is it?: 5:15PM
Name?: Christie
Nickname(s): Xtie? I guess
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WHAT DO YOU WANT
Where do you want to live?: Los Angeles
How many kids do you want?: two or three
What kind of job do you want?: criminal psychologist
Do you want to get married?: it's not important
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MANNERS
1. Do you swear?: jes
2. Do you ever spit: yes
3. You cook your own food: sometimes
4. You do your own chores?: haha no
5. You got laid today?: no
6. You like beef jerky?: fuck no
7. You like pepsi or coke?: coke
8. You plan on going to college?: yes
9. You're happy with your hair?: i guess so
10. You own a dog?: four
11. You spend your money wisely?: haha no
12. You're always making new friends?: no
13. You like to swim?: yes
14. Have you ever got so bored you call a friend?: yeah?
15. You're patient?: not really
16. You like this survey?: my head hurts
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LET'S BE HONEST
In the last month have you...
1. Had sex: no
2. Bought something: yes
4. Sang: sure
5. Been kissed: hahahahahahaha. It doesn't count.
7. Felt stupid: always
8. Missed someone: always
9. Got drunk: yes
10. Gotten high: yes
11. Danced crazy: hahah SO MUCH with saritatar and alé!
12. Gotten your hair cut: no
14. Lied: yes
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H A V E Y O U E V E R
1. Wished you were the opposite sex: it would be nice to have a penis for a few days. but no, boys are hairy.
2. Snuck out of your house: yes
3. Gave money to a homeless peson: no, fuck that.