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so before i was okay with how my body was.
and i mean that took along time to happen.
but now i hate it, i've gained some weight.
and i cant stand my body.
like this is the worst its ever been.
i dont even want to eat anymore.
i dont like my body.
it makes me want to curl up in a ball and stay in
my bed all day.

let me die there fuck.

this is FUCKING BULLSHIT.
im tired of this fucking so called "band" and its drama.
1 fucking practice in about 6 months.
is that a band NO its a fucking bunch of talk.
joes out.
and i think im following him .
me and him can start our own shit if this is how its gonna be.
they can fuck off.