I'm trying to figure out what home is ( Read more... )

My lease is up in three months and I have to move out. I'm not moving far at all - I'm moving to a town called Mobile about 40 minutes from here just so I can go to a decent school. It's honestly not much of a change at all I'm just thinking it'll be interresting with my parents. My parents cut all ties to me so they won't exactly have a clue where ( Read more... )

So awhile back I made this piece of art was PERFECT in the fact that it PERFECTLY described me visually. But for the life of me I couldn't think of the words I wanted to put inside of it and now I've figured it out ( Read more... )

Just got my computer back.

Sorry caroline haven't been avoiding you just haven't had a computer and i've been majorly busy with mardi gras balls and throwing a baby shower for a friend and helping my other friend kim plan a wedding. Slightly overwhelmed right now and absolutely no personal time!

nerves

1/4/07 12:11 am

1. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
yep

2. Are you crushin on someone?
yep

3. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
that's usually how it is

4. Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
yep

5. Are you happier single or in a relationship?
i would like to be super single right now but i'm going to ( Read more... )

I'm glad you enjoy keeping up with me so much. Do you like ruining and running his life?
Does it make you feel like you have control. Do you view me as a replica of your ex-husband?
When you think of me do you picture me as some witch seeking to destroy him for my own gain?
You're more childish than he's ever been, and far more controling than even my ( Read more... )

Thoughts of her
I felt so safe under her wing,
The safety only a mother can bring -
Although she wasn't mine, nor anyone elses,
She stepped up to the plate and played the part
Trying desperately to piece me together and show me what I could be.

I defended her like a tiger,
Or so I thought.
Feeling a fire in my soul to protect her.
I tried to uncover fraud ( Read more... )

Today I didn't feel so well... so I indulged in some serious catch-up-on-tv-time.

I was watching a Dane Cook interview and he was talking about how he got his inspiration to be a comedian from another comedian when he was younger and how he loved how the comedian connected with the crowd.  The comedian wasn't necessarily performing a bunch of ( Read more... )

So he wrote a drunk love letter that I refused to respond to... the one that ended with me telling morgan what happened - the bravest thing I've had to do in as long as I remember... he was upset that I didn't respond so this was his response to me:

Him:

do  you  think its a  idiot  sitting in this  chair

like  everything i do is  meant  to   hurt  ( Read more... )

HIS

now it  all  makes  sense,  nothings ever  felt  so  dense

i have  no  given  up  but  theres  no  reason  left  to  care

caught up in  mild  insanity   your  words  like  meaningless  dares

ive been  sitting  on my hands  hoping  peace  was  somewhere in my plans

a  great  man once  said  there  cannot  be  peace  without  war

always  facing  ( Read more... )