I fight sweet dirty try hard losers.
3 day suspension.
fuck bitches. lol

why does everything have to be so damn chaotic?
even in the calmest of rooms.

tomorrow will be 9 months, words can't explain how much he means to me.

i never have anything to say anymore.
nothing to complain about, ever.

i feel so weak.

I have so much to say, but absolutely no idea of how to say it..

so, simply.... my life couldn't get any goddamn better.

:)

Today is a sad day.

Mouse ( aka, mighty mouse, trooper, lil' brucey, oreo, etc) died this morning.
I regret to inform you that his burial will be later this evening, and no one is invited.

:( i am sad.

you had a good run lil' buddy.
RIP MOUSE. FEB.2006-MARCH.2007.

I do not want to work at water depot.
I do not want to sell water.
I do not care to keep people hydrated.
Fuck H2O and fuck working.
Fuck my 12 noon interview tomorrow.
BECAUSE I DO NOT WANT TO SELL WATER.

Every inch of this house makes me want to vomit ( Read more... )

I LOVE MY LIFE.

I love how I finally look like a girl
I love how I have sweet friends
I love how he records the shows I like when he thinks I've missed them
I love how i only have a year and a half left of this shit town
I love how I'm actually full out hands down in love
I love how ... I love my life.

today is my birthday.
but for some reason i can't get a genuine smile on my face to save my life.
birthdays fucking suck
woo.

it's the smallest things that make me smile bigger than ever ( Read more... )

what i want is to be needed.
what i want is to be indispensable to somebody.
who i need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention.
somebody addicted to me, a mutual addiction.

:) fave.