nah... he actually wants me to date thius guy. i just don't wanna.. he -is- a great guy and all, but it would fuck up the friendship. it already is in a way...
oh, and the only reason that i am not yelling about getting another "jackie comment" is because i don't see that as bashing. i think you speak the truth here.

squeeze me, maccaroni. slap my face with your baloney ( Read more... )

heh. i think its funny that i stopped getting comments after i posted that entry... its really sad that that was all people said to me on my own fucking journal. i need friends! lol. i am such a loser, i have no friends on lj... that's pretty pathetic. meh. time for a ciggarette and scrambled eggs. yay for pez!

in the code for this, it says something about "CN now means 'i'm too lazy to commit to an alignment'" i think that offends me... i'm not really sure yet.

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ahh... there's a pez's brother here ( Read more... )

brandon is much better than i gave him credit for. i was impressed. it's the first night i took damage in quite awhile, and the first night ever in this campaign i even considered a melee weapon. thanx to jackie, i avoided that and killed the bastard and got his weapon, so now i actually have a decent melee ( Read more... )

this journal thingie of mine... IS NOT MEANT FOR JACKIE-BASHING!!! DON'T BOTHER HERE, PUT THAT SHIT ON YOUR OWN FUCKING JOURNAL, OR IF YOU ARE TOO FUCKING LAZY TO TAKE FIVE MINUTES AND GET ONE, SAVE IT FOR SOMEONE WHO WILL EMPATHIZE WITH YOU!!! i have no desire to take part in your hostility toward him. jackie is my friend, and i will defend him to ( Read more... )

Do you think love is once in a lifetime, or just chance ( Read more... )

so today is it. the baby's due date. how do i feel? don't even ask. you won't understand. it's like someone is pulling every little hair off my body with tweezers, one at a time. and like someone is filling my intestines with concrete. its really hard to describe. all i know is my eyes are welling up with tears. i wish it wasn't this hard. and i ( Read more... )