6:55pm - I'm down at the McDonalds again. I convinced myself to go out by saying "I really want fish, and they have fish sandwiches at McDonalds." Boy are they expensive for what you get, though. Geez ( Read more... )

6:54pm - Geez, I've been struggling to do anything all day. I'm not feeling sad at all but the depression is still hitting me hard. I don't wanna do anything, but I'm pushing myself to do some work anyways ( Read more... )

2:43pm - Well I'm at the McDonalds again. I'm hoping it'll shake me out of the funk I've been in for the last few days, which is kind of a double funk on top of the funk I'd been in for the last couple of weeks. I've been pretty lost on what to do for my combat and progression systems for World of Thardomhainn ( Read more... )

3:49pm - Well, I'm depressed as fuck and kinda angry too, though I couldn't say where the anger is coming from any more than the depression. Maybe frustration with the depression ( Read more... )

4:45pm - Well, I spent most of the weekend playing video games, but that's okay, right? That's what weekends are for, right ( Read more... )

1:17pm - I think I must have fallen asleep at some point since the morning went by too fast while I was laying in bed trying to decide what to do with the day. At any rate I'm up again now and in the living room ( Read more... )

8:17am - Well good morning everyone. I had a nice sleep last night, though some strange dreams. Not easy to ride a bicycle with a wiimote to control your breaking ( Read more... )

9:53am - Man my sleep schedule is so confused lately. Even with my little medicine box reminder it's hard to tell if I should be taking my morning or evening medicines at any given time. I keep falling asleep unexpectedly. But I'm awake now, I've played for a little while, and now I feel like working again. So, back to translating and combining two ( Read more... )

8:45am - It's an absolutely miserable looking day outside. I'm glad I don't have to go anywhere today. I do have an important appointment tomorrow though so hopefully the weather is better then ( Read more... )

9:16am - Major Avoidance. That's the best term to describe my work ethic right now. I'm just not feeling it right now. I know what I want to do next for World of Thardomhainn but I don't want to actually do it. I'm having a hard time playing video games too. Logically I must be depressed, since I don't want to do anything, but usually I can force ( Read more... )