Waking up everyday to hear from God is how I honestly want to spend the first thirty minutes of every morning for the rest of my life. My house lately, and even right now, the sky is grey and rain looks to fall, and all I want to do is snuggle up by my fireplace, and read ( Read more... )

This I deleted from my myspace. I can't beleive this was on there. It was time for some cleaning out. This could easily be misconstrued. Man, this crazy piece of literature is a history packet, and I don't have anything left to say ( Read more... )

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Christmas Eve isn't Christmas Even without a full days work. I was here all day at both Campuses. Cleaning, decorating, and atleast 2 trips to Walmart. The Campuses are ready to go, and people are arriving as I sit here at the front desk ready to love someone. I get to hold babies, and corral little ones for the first service. It is sure to be ( Read more... )

Its been too long. These back lit technology pages await me. My pen and paper discarded because of the ripped pages and wet ink. It seems impossible to sit in this blackness and not feel a sense of wonderment. Fear? No. The enjoyment of knowing that I am so small compared to this large and looming earth and atmosphere....amazing. The Earth is but ( Read more... )

I really want to go out and take snapshots tonight. Poloroids. Man the good ol' days. Actually I'm glad those are gone. The film was outgragous and you couldn't delete all the ones you look bd in. Yes, digital, its all about the quick, precise, wonder of it all. well, I think its off to Phoenix with the girls tomorrow. I hope its warmer their than ( Read more... )

this entry comes at the end of the work day, and the beginning of the rest of my life.....I don't know whay I said that I think it sounds a little more poetic. Anyway, so I am so busy I can't think striaght. Two term papers left, already completed four. Then next, week, including my birthday, is full of finals! Oh, well 21 is almost here, and I ( Read more... )

So my life is in the utmost craziness right now. I am still working at my church, but its so hard. I don't get paid enough because I go to school for 3-4 hours in the middle of the work day. So this check was 100.00 short, and yeah, thats my rent! I don't get paid for another 2 weeks! I am praying, "God, I'm in a hard place, Help me!" I am still ( Read more... )

I'm going on Vacation to New Mexico through Wednesday! Pray for a safe journey.....
I love you all!

My heart breaks for someone else. Its crazy. My feelings are not what they were supposed to be ( Read more... )