::sigh::
I'm better now. I went to the Hospital Wing (on the persusaion of Honya).... but I missed out on Christmas day completely. Ah well.
I also got a letter from Riiko thanking for her gift. Also came with a picture of her and Tenjou. >____> they... seem happy.
::sigh::
Private
... I wish I was that happy... Gah, I told myself, as long as she's happy, I'll be happy, but I see some couples around here and I see them... and... I just wish I had someone too... though I wish that someone were Riiko... but I know it won't be. It can't be.
And I suppose this is mixing in with the frustration that I don't know what to do after Hogwarts... Really, what can I do...? I need to be satisfied with what I do, but at the same time, be challenged and... I don't know. I can't take this. I almost wish I was still in bed, shivering and feeling like I was about to die.
... I'm worried about Miyazaki though. She was coughing a bit when she forced me to go... I hope she didn't catch what I got.
[OoC: the Soushi-angst continues! ... is anyone interested in being his love interest? And also a 4th year or above...?]
I also got a letter from Riiko thanking for her gift. Also came with a picture of her and Tenjou. >____> they... seem happy.
::sigh::
Private
... I wish I was that happy... Gah, I told myself, as long as she's happy, I'll be happy, but I see some couples around here and I see them... and... I just wish I had someone too... though I wish that someone were Riiko... but I know it won't be. It can't be.
And I suppose this is mixing in with the frustration that I don't know what to do after Hogwarts... Really, what can I do...? I need to be satisfied with what I do, but at the same time, be challenged and... I don't know. I can't take this. I almost wish I was still in bed, shivering and feeling like I was about to die.
... I'm worried about Miyazaki though. She was coughing a bit when she forced me to go... I hope she didn't catch what I got.
[OoC: the Soushi-angst continues! ... is anyone interested in being his love interest? And also a 4th year or above...?]