it seems so easy ( Read more... )

i didn't want to betray you i didn't want to hurt you i just wanted to get things off my chest so that it wouldn't blow into something bigger. i haven't typed in here for so long cause i had nothing to say ( Read more... )

i have a sinus headache of doom... i am still coughing up gross things from me being sick two weeks ago...i really want something to eat but i don't want to make anything or leave the house... there needs to be late night delivery... i think i agree with marty about there needs to be a community that is completely a night community with a bank and ( Read more... )

hormonal ball of fire ( Read more... )

my head has been kind of in the clouds as of late for good reason ( Read more... )

things are well lying in bed with marty eating poppers... i love him... oh time for sex... and the cats want in the bedroom...

and i have never been so in love... learning all sorts of fun things about myself and thereismoretocome ( Read more... )

things are ok finishing up my catch up ONE MORE ASSIGNMENT!!! YEA
and than i am off for the weekend and i am off back to billings maybe to surprise marty on monday with my mom
im excited finally things look better THANK GOD!!!!

::pukes:: bleh i am glad i am done with that presentation and i got about a b on it i am trying really trying... to catch up i hope i can do this...

i think i am rebuilding my sanity I need to try somethings out and see if I am truely ok with who i am
i don't want to deal with ben he is such a fucking grouch but i will do what i have to do to get over this and get through with it so i can come home and love one all those people i miss...