Re: to fleck and sarahrelientkfan76November 12 2005, 08:33:47 UTC
I am sorry about all the confusion in the last two weeks, I figured you were all mad at me 'cus i over reacted and no i didnt. i said what i felt. so if that is over reacting what are you guys doing. Becca i love you and i am sorry if you thought i was mad at you. i figured the last person you would want to see is me. so i left you alone. and tucker i am sorry i didnt say happy birthday or anything. to be honest i was afraid you would get more upset if i said happy birthday. you were allready mad at me enough, so why would i want you to be madder. i have been staring at my blades the last few days wondering why i caused all this pain and if i needed to feel the pain. i didnt do anything; but you cant even count how many times i have slided the edge across the hairs on my arm. I'm always wondering how i can cause so much pain and not recieve any. I'm sorry if that upsets you but i'm just saying what i have been feeling. i have to go to think about what i have done. Dark_Angel2008
Becca you dont even know the half of what your talking about.....so dont even start with this...until you talk to all of us..and get our side of the story...yeah some friend you've been too right?
omg.....i don't even know what to say....wait yes I do. I do hae ar gith to be mad bcause I TRUSTED you with one of my secrets and you jut posted it on your livejournal. and even wwhen I told you rthat, i dint tell you everyhitn deep inside of me.AND THE REASON I DONT TELL YOU IS BECAUSE IMN SCARED. OKJ? IS THAT SUCH A CRIME???/i dont think so. a lot of stuff imn feeling is about you. you know how hard it is for me to confoonr tou about that stuff?no i dont think you do. i can he;p the way i feel. i alreasdy told you i would try to get over what i felt about him and i already told you that i would try to get over the awkwardness. I WAS DOINFG THAT FOR YOU BECCA!!!FOR YOU!!BECAUSE I KNOW YOU GUYS ARE MEANT TO BE!!!NOW DONT TELL ME THAT THATS BEING A BAD FRIEND!!!!even still right now im trying to get over him and the awkwardness for YOU! even though im really mad!!!!oh yah and about the birthday thing, you guys just left!!!you didnt ask us to come!!Omg!!!AND YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE?????I FLIPPIN THREATENED MATT TO KICK HIM IN THE BALLS IF
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