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[relientkforlife]

some people might not want to read this but its my lj so i can write what i want and i really need to say this out loud.okay something is seriously wrong with me. i swear that i have gained at least 5 lbs in the past months. and i know when you r reading this your like no you havent your being stupid like u always are and saying your fat. but its

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[cherries4life6]

elyse my love....ok I AM NOT SAYING THAT YOU ARE FAT OK....I THINK YOU ARE PERFECT THE WAY YOU ARE JUST READ AHEAD.....you have been under alot of stress latley and you know that stress causes you to gain weight right? ...im not saying that you did gain weight cuz u look the same to me but if u think u did that might be the reason....or eating too much bread...not good...i mean thats the only thing i could possibly think of....you kill yourself working out and your thighs getting bigger is prob. just muscle..i wouldn't worry about it....mine did that last year.....i literally sat in front of my mirror and questioned myself cuz my thighs didn't touch anymore and i was like whattt and i went up a pant size but i can guarauntee u its not fat its muscle.....remember muscle weighs more than fat....just please don't kill yourself over this stuff...its really not worth it....i haven't seen you happy like literally happy in a while and i miss that...ur just not u, for obvious reasons....but please take my comments and use them to help u, and

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[xojackieluvzu]

elyse i worry about you so much. you have no idea. i kept thinking last night about what happened at alys yesturday when you were crying and it upset me so much and it scares me to no end when i see what your doing to yourself. i wish you could look into a mirror and see what everyone else sees. because i can guarantee that theres nobody who has even began to think about you being fat in the least. your so beautiful and so skinny and to see you bring yourself down the way you do makes me wonder whats seriously wrong. i dont know if maybe somebody said something to you to make you think your gaining weight but i swear on my life elyse i have never lied to you before and im not lying now... you HAVENT gained weight. and if you did it was from muscle anyways because you run so much. theres 100 reasons your pants might not fit you the same elyse but i promise you its not because your fat. your 15. your still growing. and on top of that your muscles in your legs are getting bigger from running. its not a bad thing. you push yourself soo

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[cherries4life6]

im going to have to agree majorly with jackie she brings up alot of good points...you work urself to no end...i give u MAJOR credit for that....but ur scaring the crap out of people my dear....we love u soo much

--Aly

luke

[anonymous]

when you read this, you are calling me. dont even THINK about not calling me. we need to talk, elyse, we really do. ive been there for you whenever you need me, ill continue to be there for you. call my cell when you get this im not kidding elyse.