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Aug 18, 2005 00:13

hey its me again. i guess since my last post i have felt like i have been a total downer on everything and everyone. IM SORRY GUYS!!!!!!!!!! thats not how i want to be i want to be happy. and i am begining to again. so today was sweet, i got up ran and then went to drivers ed. from there i went driving for 2 hours, my first time on the expressway. ( Read more... )

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jcoonie0418 August 18 2005, 09:05:33 UTC
yeah i overthink things too, hop in the boat! but i think sometimes its okay. i mean, its not good to OVERthink, but thinking about things is alright, until it overtakes your mind and you cant stop thinking about it. what did you talk to my mom about? haha its fine you dont have to tell me i was kidding. yay for this weekend, i think you might get to stay. we shall see though. love ya, adios!

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hannahbanana1 August 18 2005, 19:44:10 UTC
hey there. i SO know what you mean when you say you think about things but as soon as someone asks you, you say something stupid and nowhere near what you were thinking. i do that all the time; its the story of my life.

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jacqueline anonymous August 20 2005, 04:58:51 UTC
man. you just pretty much summed up my life. thats me too. 100%. i think about things more than i should and then let them get to me and its like sometimes i think i needed to and then others i wish i hadnt. it sucks sometimes because its like people will tell you "oh just dont LET it get to you, dont LET it bother you, STOP thinking about it..." but how? i mean honestly. its like you said. once those thoughts are there theyre just stuck. they cant go away until its resolved, and over half the time with me at least i know its most definately NOT resolved. and the worst thing is when you think itll NEVER be resolved. and then it just gets to you more. and then your mad at yourself for it getting to you so much. and you wonder whats wrong with me? do other people do this? am i crazy? you get the point. its insane. its a neverending issue in your mind. and then the losing sleep thing.. oh my gosh dont even get me started. i lose sleep over thinking pretty close to every night. you just sit there in your bed worrying over whatever it is ( ... )

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