This sucks i've tried my best to fix this guess who i thought loved me didnt love at least as much as she made her love out to be.i love her so much and i guess my love is just proving stonger then hers. no matter how bad she is treating me now i still love her and still say im sorry and try to fix it she wont even talk to me ( Read more... )

I dont know what to do right now.I'm bored sad whatever.it gave me a really weird feeling when i passed Afton's old locker everything brings her up in my mind.then with that the memory of what if done.talked to mrs thomas.today and mrs heyn last night.thats all.

Love you and miss you.
Hope to hear from you soon.
Goodnight

This a song written for a girl i love more then anything.and screwed up bad and hope and pray if you love me like you say you do you'll give me one more chance even though i don't deserve it.i was hoping to sing it to you before you read the lyrics but i really hope you will come by my house on friday before you go to the game so we can talk.(and i ( Read more... )

I don't even know what to say. I screwed up bad and there is no going back. What a fkn idiot i am. I don't think things will ever be the same. i want them to be i just dont think its possible ( Read more... )

yeah today sucks.i dont know i got grounded.its bull nothing seems right.everything feels weird.

Love flows in my veins

Nothing seems the same

Things are more beautiful

Life becomes meaningful

Workload gets lighter

Future looks brighter

Springtime in every season

I am a new person

Who's fallen in Love

It's been a while. I have been really busy with the preaching conference at church. It's going really good. There is good speakers. Renee told her testimony last night.she did good. Afton and I are good as well;growing closer everyday. We're learning everything about each other what has been and what is now.which is more important.I'm glad soon ( Read more... )

Well umm... it is my birthday.And its early so. I'll right later and say how my day went.

Love you babe

Im cleaning For the possibility.of a birthday party.(possibility).
Yeah. I need to chill out.Trying to help ppl when I look over my own flaws.I'm screwd in the head. 17 sunday I'm excited.well not really just closer till I am 18.thats good i guess.later

Keep it real.

love you girl

Today was alright.Accept the fact im like deadly i'll. Im working on two songs right now.they are different styles then normal. Had bible study with Afton again today.It went pretty good. I told her something today that i didnt think i'd tell her for a while. Her and i Have only gotten closer lately.mmm...well i gota jet later.

love you babe