Filtered to Tasha

[relinquite_spes]

Baby I'm done being dumb, okay? Can you come over and see me? I want to seeyou and talk to you and have sex again. But only if you want that too.

I'm sick of being traumatised. I need to get over this and I can't do that if I keep hiding.

I love you.

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[empress_tasha]

Oh honey, I love you too. Of course I want to see you, and talk to you, and make love with you.

You did what you needed to do. I think, after everything you went through, you were entitled to some hiding time. I'm so glad you don't want to do that any more, though. I miss you so much. I'll be there soon, my dearest love.

[relinquite_spes]

Oh good oh good because I'm not even gross anymore!

It was stupid. I can't even believe what I said on my journal before. Augh. I don't want to die. I just wanted to be numb for awhile. But I don't even want that anymore.

[empress_tasha]

Lack of grossness is a benefit in all things. Not that you ever stopped being beautiful to me, my darling.

It's such a relief to hear you say that. I didn't really believe it, but... I'm just so glad you're not in that place any more. I don't want you to have be numb. I want to be there for you. Always.

[relinquite_spes]

I'll make up for it!! In outfits!!

I know you do. And that you will be. Thank you, Tasha.