its so good to be with someone who makes me smile instead of making me cry

we can all agree that crushes are fun. you see someone that you dont really know but are for some reason attracted to and you get giddy when youre around them and its fun. but im not like that. i have hate crushes. basically its all the same except i dont like the person, for no real good reason. or at least i dislike them more than they deserve. ( Read more... )

ok just went to the camp website for the first time and i look like ass in every picture. sad story. but it makes me think...im probably not going back to camp this summer. and thats sad. i mean, i plan on having like the most AMAZING time of my life with andy, and it will be nice to have a change in the summer routine...but camp is camp. ive gone ( Read more... )

im pretty happy. dance auditions for the musical went well for me. which is good because the singing SUCKED. like i asked this girl "what song should i sing" and she told me to sing a guy's song. thanks. and i blew balls hard. so it wasnt good. but my dance audition went well. apparently he thought that i knew the dance so me and like three other ( Read more... )

i hate feeling like this because i cant do anything. i just sit and feel bad and dont have the energy or the care to do anything else. i just miss andy so much. i havent talked to him in about a week because his phone ran out of minutes and i feel like im going to go insane. and its going to be another month before i can see him. i just dont want ( Read more... )

lets just list all the things that are good in my life right now ( Read more... )

from now on...

bio will be my top academic priority

i will not be late to school anymore, or as much as i can actually help

i will start studying for a test two days before the test

these are my goals for the second term, so help me god

but really, im sick of being scared or mr snow!

ok i just got an hilarious thought and this is so wrong but i find it so amusing. like what if a bunch of anti-gay marriage people started rallying and they were blasting "love the one you're with" you know "if you can't be with the one you love/honey/love the one you're with" like obviously i would find it very wrong and offensive, first and ( Read more... )

i miss andy. like this is ridiculous. i havent seen him for two months, which is basically how long i was with him, and i'm not going to see him for another two months. it feels like such a long time until christmas. i keep telling myself that it isnt that long but it is. i really dont want much, i just want him. but he's over 6000 miles away, and ( Read more... )

no seriously, why is it always feast or famine ( Read more... )