[ After he'd awoke in his house, it didn't take long for Germany to bolt out of bed, check all the rooms, ignore the TV being left on, check the street...
...Over?
How could it be over without more blood, more betrayals, more... Then, he saw the television program, and realized that it had been playing an hour before, as well. He watched it closely, eyes near-unblinking as he watched for clues. Finally, perhaps this would show them how to end the madness, end the hunt for monsters without any more innocent blood being spilt.
He stared, wide-eyed as the credits rolled. He...
...couldn't... ]
I don't know what to do. I cannot trust anything here any longer.
This place...is hell.
We are trapped in an insane asylum run by demons. I let them inject me with a "vaccination". I accept things that they tell me are my personal affects, that were taken from me upon my kidnapping, trusting that it's true. Of course, I can rely on my own knowledge and memories when a drone asks me where Rider and I went to our honeymoon; that is not difficult. But after 7 long months...in this place...I knew that to survive, you had to play along with their facade, as broken as it was.
Grady, or whoever it is behind all this... You truly think that that would silence any resistance?
I know now that you are not a man.
You are chaos itself.
...
There is nothing that I could say to...to those that..
*clunkityclunk phone hangs up*
(( OOC: Guess who remembered, uh, EVERYTHING. Also omg I wasn't around for some of the past events, like I missed out on much of the Election, but I hope Germany's being consistent with how F-ed everything has been 8D
He hasn't reunited with anyone in any threads anywhere yet, so feel free to come up and attack him, MOMO or Italy or anybody. He p-pretty much needs it. Also, he's changed back to his regular 50s clothing and put the uniform away somewhere. He might end up being a couch potato for a while after this, but it depends on how much emotional healing comes outta these threads XD SAVE THE HIKKIKOMORI GERMAN ))