tonight i saw the sign.
adapt to detachment.
reuse, use and recycle.
repeat indefinitely.
jaded for now

Premature.

i could lay like this forever ( Read more... )

felt the jolt of shock again.
i got alarmed and worried at first.
however, as i let the seconds and minutes pass,
i carried on. it wasn't really that bad anymore

the scar finally healed because i felt it.
it seemed or at least felt like it
did already disappear

walked the streets today mindless ( Read more... )

started the year right with the family.
quite curious about what's in store for me this 2013.
aiming for simpler things
and focusing on the goal of doing.
reconnecting and staying intact with J
as well as trying to
live life with love the best way i can
every single day no matter what.

it happened one night.
december 22.
bow.

i can retrace the first few posts here
(where it all began and why this even started)
who would have known it actually led to where it is now.

serendipity?

:)

expressive eyes.
quiet disposition
shy. that crooked smile.
the stare.
the music
and the passion.
the words written.
the talent.
the look.
the respect.
attraction equals attraction.

every time i see another
face of another her
my heart still gets that
feeling of fear and anxiety
and i can't shake it
off as quickly as i would want

it shouldn't even matter any more
you looking at somebody else for a change

i gotta say November went by so fast ( Read more... )