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le_futurisme in remember_chris

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Oct 28, 2006 15:34

nov 4th is approaching and my heart is so heavy. im usually the person that thinks that dates are just numbers, that just because the earth has approximately the same realtionship to the sun as when he passed, so what, time is linear, that doesnt mean i'm any closer to his passing ( Read more... )

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melissa611 October 29 2006, 06:16:27 UTC

"Sometimes I feel like I live in the world where he got off the train early, like I rode all the way up to New York but found myself without my fellow passenger and I can only wonder what it would have been like if he'd have just stayed."

that reminds me of a quote from Eternal Sunshine..
the movie that changed the lives of both Chris and myself.. shook us to the core..
and this dialogue KILLS me every time:

Clementine: Joely? What if you stay this time?
Joel: I walked out the door. There's no memory left.
Clementine: Come back and make up a goodbye at least, let's pretend we had one...

i walked out the door... there's no memory left... le_futurisme October 29 2006, 13:01:00 UTC

for reasons all my own that line kills me right now

to be perfectly honest, i didnt think the coming anniversary would affect me but the convergence of it with a fewother things makes me feel like i'm in that barnes and noble running for the exit with the lights slamming off one row at a time and barely escaping the glitch of digital erase..