i think i've just ingested a small amount of bleach. this is what happens when i try to clean the house. in fact, it seems that i shouldn't be left in the house on my own for this long. it makes me do strange things.
on a happier note...my hair looks fantastic today. maybe i should treat it to a good film later. maybe.

i feel a lot more human now. went to see syriana, but can't say i understood it. kept thinking about food...incredibly realistically... i could practically taste the steak, feel it's texture against my teeth and tongue ( Read more... )

i watched a bit of Postman Pat this morning. it made me miss being 2 years old, covered in crisps, hair in bunches, fringe in my eyes, sat a metre away from the tv admiring the wonderful plastic countryside when the real thing was just outside. it cheered me up so much i didn't really notice how hung over i was ( Read more... )

i don't know why, but as soon as i got back into the house today after an early morning group shop (sexy pants and engraved braclet for laura's 21st...an excellent combination!), i felt really annoyed. i feel annoyed a lot recently. and since wednesday i've been in a bit of a weird kind-of-missing-alex funk. 1 minute of conversation can do that to ( Read more... )

so last night was...violent, really. nights out seem to get more and more bizarre, as if the inhabitants of nottingham have got together and are all in some kind of competition. yesterday we had people trying to start fights. 3 groups of them, all totally seperate incidents and for seperate reasons. i like how when people are being lairy i'm lairy ( Read more... )

argh it's so infuriating!! the doctors say they don't know what could be wrong with my stomach. but yesterday on the march home from cesca's, i kept having horrible stabbing pains. alas, i had no time for that, as i had a pub to find. so then just 5 drinks later i'm vomming in the toilets. classy. sure, the fact i'd hardly eaten all day, had mixed ( Read more... )

i've been to the ice arena twice in two days. it's a place of pain. even when watching an ice hockey match i managed to hurt myself. it was nice to have a nostalgic moment though, has been a long time ( Read more... )

ooooh, not nice! woke up this morning feeling like i'd spent a day in a spa, but now the headache is coming on and i suddenly feel cold. still, compared to the state of everyone else this morning i'm doing damn well ( Read more... )

argh i'm so freaking angry ( Read more... )

so, i suppose i owe you all an explanation ( Read more... )