Moving Forward

[rememberin_when]

I dont even know where to start. We arent together, she cheated on me and then all week long while trying to get me back went behind my back and spent time with krissy and was all intimate with her. God i hate saying that. We are friends. I threatened to kill krissy still want to, i think everything is for the best though. I met someone (long

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much needed relieve of my minds wieght

[do_i_do]

I can see from your entries how much you loved her and how much you wanted things to work out. It's hard when all you want to recieve is something that you just can't have from that person and there too blind to see how much it's tearing you up inside, i can tell you i know from experince. But there is a balance to it all and that it's opened up new doors for you to walk through or pass by and at least you don't have the regret of never opening that door and trying it again. Sometimes i wish that i could go back and change things try to fix things but i know i couldn't have because well it was fate how everything worked out and you were meant for that happiness from where i sat it looked like a fairytale ending for you and thats why i pushed away when you said that to me i felt like you had already had that and it wasn't something i could have given you although i would have loved to and you were right but it just fucked me up inside when you said that. All those events opened a hallway of doors for me and it helped me get closer to

[do_i_do]

hey i saw this poem and i thought of you and you might like sorry if this brings up the pain again...http://allpoetry.com/poem/729549