okay okay i guess it's important to make a post for valentine's day... or "single awareness day" hahah i cant get over that...its amazing ( Read more... )

finals were stressful, worse i've yet to encounter, but i made it through them. now i have no first period and i have about an hour to an hour and fifteen minutes to sleep or study or whatever i want ( Read more... )

no.life.stressed.*twitch*

okay without over analyzing or over exaggerating...i LITERALLY got 30 minutes of sleep last night. THIRTY FUCKING MINUTES. and i COULDNT sleep. AT FUCKING ALL!!!!!!!!! not even a teensie bit. and then i had ONE dream and it was of madi replacing me. gbterhjkgnsfdv NOT COOL!

I'm so done with school. I seriously think I may go psychotic if I have to put up with anymore school. Ergh, once I'm done with the marine biology test it won't be TOO bad. I don't think I've ever needed a a break so badly before. But my week has been quite eventful...surprisingly. and tomorrow thankfully pike is going to some other hotel/resort(or ( Read more... )

okay not to be all woe-is-me. this is more of a me entry and also just venting ( Read more... )

yay! over the weekend i was able to spend the night at tracy's. and isabelle called to see if i wanted to hang out, but i had to work. and a few days before so molly(not collins) but i had to work. ^^ but after work i went over to tracy. and after watching a million things tha dealt with scrubs and then actually scrubs, we were supposed 2 go 2 bed ( Read more... )

ergh!!! i'm trying really hard to stay calm and collective but its really hard. and it's already starting to hurt even though i haven't even been gone from him that long, but usually im able to think how ill see him the next day or after school or have the hope hell surprise me somehow and show up. but to know that WONT happen and i WONT see him at ( Read more... )

o no. im going to miss you so much. i wish you didn't have to go.

this weekend was good. saturday night was going over to tracy's and then raphael showing up(me and pike that is) and then we wnt for chinese where kris met us. and we ran into a bunch of people we were actually trying really hard to avoid. haha. raphael went home in the rain and kris, tracy, pike and i all stayed at pikes house ( Read more... )