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[remindedsins]

So sometimes when I sit I think about things that make me mad. Is it a good thing or should I just keep runing from the anger and never look back? I wish certain things would happen. They wont. And if they did I wouldn't really get what I want anyway. Man, this just confused the shit outta me. I have no Idea what I am talkin about anymore. Well its

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[futuressofar]

I think i get you...you want something but afraid that what you want isn't going to give you the out come that you really want? is that right? I think you should always address any feelings that you have you know...never run because some where done the road you know those things are going to come up wether if be just because or even worse if you have drinken' or anything like that...I have a few of those just recently actually I hold stuff in and then when it's time and I can't hold it any longer...what are you talking about GEEZZ...just kidding

[remindedsins]

Yeah this was one wierd post but when I was typin it out it all made sence... I think you hit it right on the nail, when you say I want something and there might not be a good outcome. But these things that I hold in can never be addressed. Its a feeling I can never have again. There's no solution no antidote and no remedy for the pain that linguers on my heart. Its some shit that has happened to me and I just havn't gotten over it yet. I don't drink it away anymore cause your right that shit will catch up one day when your sober. I think I can hold this in forever...

[futuressofar]

You should never hold on to anything forever, in my opinion reason being, do you really think you will ever be truly happy with yourself if you do? But yeah I freaked about those ticks...GROSS...Michael actually got annoyed of me because I was kind of going over board...I would let start sleep in bedroom...the house it actually in my name only, title loan and everything I just include is income on the loan...so if anything ever happens..ITS MINE:) you know me...always making sure I am covered...but I hope everything is okay and we'll talk later...I saw Joey, Katrina's ex, he works a the a bagel shop...would you want to meet sometime? talk to you later...

[remindedsins]

Meghan, I would love to meet up sometime... enough said.

GEEZ

[futuressofar]

you don't have to be so...blunt ha ha...well when? time, place...?

[futuressofar]

I hope everything is okay

[remindedsins]

Umm.... wow... I was kinda hope'n my family could get to see you too so if I was to pick a place it would be my parents for food and chat and bomb fire with drinkin beers..... but thats me... Yeah Everything has been pretty hectic around here... my parents moved into my house and now I have a small room but whatever and my brother moved into my parents old house which is like two doors down. Just been busy but you should try to make it sometime this week... say Tuesday?

[futuressofar]

I actually work on tuesday so I would have to say maybe next tuesday?

yay

[remindedsins]

Tight well then I guess I will see you next Tuesday then... Let me know if you cheese up and want to meet up another day or something.

Re: yay

[futuressofar]

How about 11:00 am at Brooks Crossing 10/31/06 I am at work tomorrow to check it so if I don't here from you by 330 on monday afternoon I take it as a no!

[remindedsins]

Hey hey wait a minute. I work Tuesday until about 3. I still do concrete so I have the same work times as before. But isn't Brooks Crossing the park you use to live by? Anyway get back to me on that but I really want to see you Tuesday so if we can do it a little later that would be great. Just call me and let me know that way we both know whats goin on.