Its over..its done..and for once..I feel good about myself.

[reminisceofnow]

I know I'm going to regret doing this later..because the tears havent come yet..but I know I had to do it..either way it was going to happen..and I finally did something on my own. Everyone was telling me today what I already knew..that he was gunna dump me..I just needed my own time to do it..not everyone elses. I saw them walking together..and it

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[anonymous]

im sorry ...and thats the only thing i can say. even though i didnt really do anything. i tried to make everything ok. i tried to have us all be friends and it did work for a while. i wish that today would just start over and everything be diffrent. normal. but matt is matt and no one can ever change him. no matter how much i tried to make him stay with u ...i dunt know if he ever was going to break up with u or if he was just bitching but now u took charge and its over with. i know it was your decision and he didnt do it but i still feel guilty. like no matter how much i tried to stay just friends and make u guys happy and me and jamie got togeather.....it seems like it didnt matter. its like even though i gained a bf ...i lost a best friend in the prosses. yea i know u didnt say u hate me or we cant b friends...but i can feel it in my gut that things just wont b the same and it will go back to how it was in the beginging of the year and ill hate myself forever even though i didnt do anything wrong.

[anonymous]

that ^ was from sam ...if u didnt already guess.

[thegallowisgodx]

Sam, this situation was sort of your fault, hence the "I gained a bf" bullshit. I'm not going to blame the whole thing on you, I'm not that type of person, but we all know somewhere deep down inside of you... you had feelings for HIM while they were going out and you wanted to be with him. Yes it was her choice and yes she dumped him... but still come on... they just broke up and then he comes crawling to you and you pick him up expecting to keep Amanda as a friend... I highly doubt that. I'm her best friend, she is like my sister... I know everything about her. And when it comes to her boyfriends... she takes everything seriously. You really hurt her.

That's All I have to say.

[dont_slip_away_]

Aww Amanda, You can always find better. Believe me. I thought i couldn't after anthony. But i've found someone so much better<3
I love you!

[thegallowisgodx]

I agree with Katie! I don't want to say "I told you so", so I won't. But yeah... you know I am here for you. Although you already called and we laughed it off. But if you feel the tears call. <333

[reminisceofnow]

aww Katie thank you so much! I know I can find better..but its just gunna be hard getting over my own actions. I know I did the right thing..but I dont want to believe it yet..but so far I've been pretty happy and I saw them together twice today and it didnt really affect me..so I guess this is for the best. I love you too Katie!!! <333