I CAN SEE THE FUTURE ( Read more... )

im bored. i dont have work today and im not at adams anymore. so im bored. i dont feel too bad today, which is good. im watching sum stupid show on mtv. oh well. im gonna go i'll be back later!

im so freakin tired. my tummys been buggin me all day. i didnt work saturday cuz of it and my boss sent me home yesterday cuz of it and almost today but man i dont feel good. im talkin to adam right now. i really wanted to see adam today after i got off work but i couldnt. i want to see him tomorrow but i dont think i'll be able to either. im gonna ( Read more... )

i have been so overwhelmed by everything lately. it seems to be affecting adam too. probably cuz im not stopping it from doin so. i was talking to him today about how i feel and he got mad at me cuz of how i felt. i cant help it! its how i feel. besides for that i hurt. my abdomen hurts, my stomach hurts and i always feel nauses, my ta-ta's hurt ( ( Read more... )

hahahahaha this world is going to be destroyed...jk
im really eccited but im still kind of nervous too...but everything will work out. so yeh. thats my news for the week lol

im going to adams tonight. my moms givin me money so im gonna try and get another test cuz i have to take xrays soon and that would be bad. so i have to kinda find our (more for sure) if i can take them or not. yeah. this sucks. but it doesnt at the same time. i dont trust one test, and your supposed to get two anyways because of the off chance ( Read more... )

i have like a million thoughts running through my mind every freakin second. i dont really know what to say right now. i dont know what to think. adam needs to hurry up and call me back..he's takin a shower and eating...as he says. lol. im soo confused. about everything. it kinda sux. and its all because of 2 little signs. + -. they suck. lol. well ( Read more... )

i dunno if anything is better but i hope it is...im sure it'll come up again cuz he came over last night and spent the night but we didnt once talk about the shit that was going on. im kind of glad we didnt actually. it was a good night. i dont have to work today!!! booya! but i have to work tomorrow. that sux. jamesons party is this weekend, and ( Read more... )

im fucking worthless.
im fucking nothing.
he doesnt care.
thats about how i'vve felt for the past 2 days.
i hope everything gets better.
he'll be here in a few minutes.
i hate fights.
atleast they dont happen often.
cuz i love him. with all my fucking heart.

So. I just got done doing the first unit in my coputer lit. book. i had to do all the stuff in it. that includes the 127 vocabulary words i had to define, the unit review, and the unit exercised and practice tests and other stuff. and i have to do more units like that by the 7th. wow. and write 300 word essay. lol. this sucks. but anyways. im ( Read more... )