wut can i say yesterday was boobmy!!

*beach with the sarahs and slut
*eating like fatties
*taking random cute pics
*wanting the sun to go down
*taking shots in my car
*having a kid smoke for his 1st time in my car
*EVERYONE hotboxing my car...yess!
*seeing random ppl show up
*wanting one person to show up :(
*LOVE GETTING DRUNK
*peeing like every 20 seconds
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ok so pretty much im lovin everything ( Read more... )

omg i hate being soo CONFUSED ( Read more... )

soo after that whole fucking drama with mi familia ( Read more... )

ok soo i havnt updated in FOREVER ( Read more... )

so i look bak on when i frist started y nd g...
not knowing wut the hell im getting myslef into
i went to that frist bbq..by my slef all neveous inside
thinking and hoping i know some one here
lucky enough all my friends showed up 2
from then on it changed everything
went to leadership and thought wow ppl really open up fast
in this program it must be ( Read more... )

HAPPY FUCKING NEW YEARS EVERYONE!!!!!!!

start off the new year great!!

and for everyone were fucking graduating!!!!!!!!...oh shit...haha

to sum up my break/new years so far

its been nothing but fucking fun!!

all ive done is party hard!!

have fun! be with my friends!

and live everything up!!

sum things make me sad!

but more then MOST things make me ( Read more... )

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so ok i have a few new things that im difinitely OVER it!

1)that boy..i LOVE to HATE!

2)crying

3)being sad

4)not smiling

5)hurting my slef

and the last thing.. trying to wish/make somthing i use to want work out!

i want to b happy

i want to b me

i want so many things

but over all i LOVE wut i do have

and over wut i cant/use to want

and plus ( Read more... )

well here goes a major pic update

on the whole weekend..lol

( fun times )