I come into this place,
Burning to recieve your peace.
I come with my own chains,
From wars I fought for my own selfish gain.

You're my God and my Father,
I've accepted your Son.
But my soul feels so empty now,
What have I become?

Lord, come with your fire,
Burn my desires,
Refind me.
Lord, my will has decieved me,
Please come and free me,
Refine ( Read more... )

A slow retreat ( Read more... )

I look at you ( Read more... )

Well... if today hasn't been the lamest day in my life, I'll be interested to see what a less interesting day would look like.  Not to mention I hate days like this. Ones where you have the whole day to lay around, by yourself, and think about everything. I guess it wouldn't be so bad if everything in my life didn't pretty much suck right now. Ok ( Read more... )

You said to me once "You can't be sad about nothing... unless you're depressed." And I so badly wanted to say back to you "Maybe I am...". I mean, c'mon, I have more than enough to be depressed about ( Read more... )

What do you do when you are faced with the decision of chosing between the love of your life and someone that you have known all your life? How do you decide which one you care more about ( Read more... )

I've betrayed the only person in the world I've ever loved... who could ever forgive me?

Hmm... interesting day. Spent the night at Aaron's last night... he was totally sure that Brandon was going to think it was weird... I don't think he cared enough to think it was weird. If anything it just gave him ideas... lol, jk ( Read more... )

I love it when people think they've grown up, but really they've just fallen deeper into their own imaturity... just in a different way. I'm happy that I live a stable life. I may not have a job right now... but at least I have my self confidence and don't need sex to make me feel good about myself. I've got friends and a wonderful boyfriend to do ( Read more... )

Opening my eyes and seeing you there next to me is the most rewarding and comforting feeling that could ever run through my body. I feel so completed and so strong when I'm with you... I want to spend the rest of my life by your side... but I can't get too ahead of myself. You have to love me first.